I used to be that woman
The one who would repeat my problems over and over to anyone that would listen
I only wanted to talk about them
I wasn’t ready for a solution
People would give me solutions time and time again and I wasn’t open to listening
As I’ve learned that’s ok
Everything we experience as humans is ok
It is the made up scenarios in our heads that aren’t
I cried, boy did I cry
I’m surprised blood didn’t come out of my eyes as much as I cried
My soul felt as if it had died
I’m happy to say I am alive
Now more than ever
The devil thinks he is clever
Swoops in my mind whenever he feels like
Well I’m here to tell him
“Go ahead and try me”
“My God will not deny me”
I’ve learned to rely on Him
Myself
And the people I choose to surround myself with
Not everyone in my life knows how to cope with it
But you see
As I’ve learned
We are all here for different reasons
We are supposed to go through different seasons
We may not know why, but God has his reasons
Cry if you must
As for me?
God is who I trust
#PauseReflectMoveForward